Name:afeeya Country:Malaysia Metro:Kuala Lumpur Birthday:5/12/1988 Gender:Female
Interests:Evol my lychess and my other girlfriends who've been there for me. Eminem's mine! Addicted to Chocolate Banana, Bestari's indomi, Double Vanila Latte. Love chicken. Fav colour is pink! Enjoy playing foosball, hockey... Can't live witout Dunhill! Expertise:mrajok and emo with ppl Occupation:Student
I feel like i have so much moreto say... so much to tell her.. She told me she wasn’t ready! My dad acted solaid back and said it was cureable. Thay lied!
I can’t stand sitting alone. Ibreakdown most of the time.. I just THOUGHT that we have plenty more time..when i stay alone doing nothing but fleshback, i tend to hate myself.
Beeeeeeeennnnnnnncccccccccciiiiiiiii.....
I’m so stupid!!!!! I blamemyself!! There was no goodbye. There was no last word. No warning at all.. Icried in shock. Never thought i would do that, but yea... I didn’t even get toraya with her yet. Argghh.. geram sial...!!
I know... i know she’s better offgone, Allah loves her, she doesn’t have to fight no more, stop the pain, stopthe suffering.. But i’m not ready.. so does everyone else.. I wish i could turnback time and spend more time with her. I wish i could not do all those yangmenyakitkan hati die. I wish i could be there for her more often.
=’(
I saw everyone giving her wallpost on facebook. I wanted to give one also. Hey, she’s my lychee, what do uexpect. But when i wanted to type, i dunno where to begin.... I dunno what tosay,, There’s just too much. I don’t even know how to put it into words.
She’ll always be our lychee.
May be it’s a lesson to learn. It’stime to open up our eyes and see how lucky we are. We have good heath, nocomplications, no genetic dieseas, no incomplete parts of our body, nodysfunction of organs, just nice to breath easily. We can walk, talk, hear andthink.
However, some of us tend to abusethese gift from God. We smoke to destroy our lungs, we do drugs to destroy ourbrains, we cut ourselves to purposely reduce blood in our body, we drink toomuch and destroy our kidney, we do macam-macam. (i don’t do all those above,just saying it in general)
Everyone should take a minute andthink of it.. I myself have a lot more to change to live a healthy life. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
I WISH I WAS GIVEN MORE TIME tobe with her.... i swear if i do i won’t make this mistake again.. Wanted tocollect pictures of her and tunjuk everyone the stages of her curing. Tinggalharapan lar now....
